Life constantly seems to fuck me over. There’s always loose ends, there’s always unanswered questions, there’s always no turning back. The darkness crushes the laughter until there’s nothing left but hapless tears and unsolicited actions. In those moments, I lose every part of myself. I strive to cause nothing short of the worst pain. “It’s me. It’s me. It’s me. It’s all my fucking fault”, the lines are etched within the darkness. The worst in me attempts to rid the best of me.
I’ll never know how close I came.